this is MY LIFE..
STAY ONLI if u care..
GET LOST if u dun..
basically thats ME!!!
this is MY LIFE..
STAY ONLI if u care..
GET LOST if u dun..
basically thats ME!!!
ok.. well think i have enuf of violent n bad post le.. think i shld tink of de bright side le la..haha!! aniway.. well.. i gt nth 2 do.. realli..haha.. n duno wat 2 write oso.. well.. aniway.. i have a veri nice song 2 intro.. it is ah heng's blog song... de title is called Life is Like a Boat... by Rie Fu... u all can go www.heng.blogspot.com n listen 2 tat song!haha!! if nt...i can try sending 2 u all in msn if possible ba~haha!! or u can go www.riefu.com n visit de singer's website..~!!! takecare frenz.. well.... gt nice songs mux share ya!!aha!!
i realli have enuf!!! wat enuf is enuf!!!! i hate it!!! so wat if u are my mum!!! do u have de right 2 take away all my freedoM!!! u have no rite!!! hey i am nt a 13 yr old sec1 kiddo!!! damn it!!! i am going 18...!!! yesh 18!!! even ppl @ 18 can have their say!!! why cant i!!! i am juz like a bird tat u have locked inside a fucking idiotic cage!!! damn u!! i hate u!!! i am totally pissed off by u!!! get ur hands off my businEsS!!! wat u expect me 2 do during holiday whereby i cant work fer long coz sch is opening soon!!! u think tat i dunwan 2 work izzit!!! mind u!!! think!!! use ur bloody head n think!!! who will wan 2 employ a poly student whereby she cant work fer more den a mth!!! hey!!! ur brain is spoilt izzit!?! n wat u expect me 2 study when i have already completed my 6modules fer sem 1.. n i have totally damn shitty no idea wat i am going 2 study fer de next sem!!! u moron!!! cant u use ur heaD!!! i realli have enuf.. whoever reading... i dun care!!! this is my blog.. de it u like it or nt de language i am using.. i simply DUN CARE!!! dun cum n lecture me!! i hate it!!! i have enuf..!!! put urself in my shoe!!! wat will u do!! simply getting as frustrated as me!! hello!! i am 18!!! i am already a grownup!!! wat u wan!!! snatching away all my freedom n want me 2 stay at hme n be like a goodie good gaL!!! no way!!! i am nt a goodie good gal!!! i have my thinking i have my rightS!!! if nt..!! fer wat we have HUMAN RIGHTS!!! u mean i cant even have a human riGHT!! when i am actually a REAL HUMAN!!! get off my life!!! i hate wat u do!! being nice 2 me when u need me n push me to 1 stupid corner when u dun need me!!! heLLO!!!!!! yesh i noe.. u are my mum!!! u have de rights over me!!! but why cant u juz listen 2 me!! think fer me!!! hello!!! u wan me stay at hme EVERYDAY n totally cut off my contacts with de outside worLd!!! if tats the case den!!! juz KILL ME!!! i rather be dead den kept inside a fucking boring home!! whereby i gt nthing 2 do n juz surf net like i have nv surf b4..!!! u think i love sitting in front of this damn idiotic machine whereby it cant speak at all n cant even listen 2 wat i wanna say!! NO WAY!!! it is tat i have realli nth 2 do!!! ok.. den ask me do hsework!!.. i done it.. n u complain!! say i do it with an unwilling heart!!! hey!!! wat can i do.. u ask me 2 do it.. ok i do.. i do le... den u jolly well keep ur big mouth SHUT!!! yesh!! SHUT!!! be it de things tat i do, speak, de place i go, de frenz i made, de things i use, de things i wear, things i bought or even de clothes i WEAR!!! hello!! am i ur puppet or WaT!!! be it de sports, the instrument i play..!!! u oso wanna chap!!!wat de hell!.. be it de type of hairstyle, haircolour, things i eat,drink... u oso wanna put ur hands in mess it uP!!! hey!! wats wrong with u.. u think u gt nth better 2 do issit!! hey!! den go n settle all ur stuffs @ ur workplacE!! dun bring it back hme!! i have never bring any problems tat i have wid my frenz, ccas, studies back hme n start venting my anger @ u okaY!!! u are an adult.. pleasE!! use ur brain!! noe wat is rite n wat is wrong.... yesh maybe @ times.. yesh i will give orr bin... why... coz i realli cannot take it already.. i may be strong on de outside.. but i am realli a veri weak person.. i cant control my tears.. i dun wan 2 cry in front of ppl.. i hate it..i realli try my veri best n please u in everyting already... why cant u juz see my heart..!!! u think i enjoy typing all these shit things in my blog.. NO!!!! i hate it.. u think i wan ppl 2 noe wat is happening 2 me!... NO!! but i realli have enuf...
i can be so sure 2 tell u tat it is onli thru here ppl realli noe that i have been so unhappy so sadist so frustrated... no 1... realli no 1... other den those who have always been by my side.. onli they noe wat realli happen 2 me.. i am still in this world because of them... if nt because of them.. i would have long ago be gone n u will have 2 visit me not here @ http://act_cute_ping.blogspot.com but @ the garden of rememberance... realli.. i have been putting a strong side in front of a lot of ppl... sorry if u think tat i have nt been real.. but i realli dun wan ani1 2 be worry fer me.. i hate de pt when ppl start asking me.. hey u ok anot... coz it will realli makes my tears 2 start rolling dwn... pls.. thankz all fer always giving my those invisible support by toking 2 me... comforting me whenever i need it... thanks..
realli thankz.. ppl like Xiuli, Yuxing, Dre, Engine, Shona, Taifong, Jiewei, Ah heng, Harrison, Hanee, HuiRu, Huiling, Eileen n lots of others... realli thanks u ppl giving me support n even those small things tat u all have said 2 me... yesh i remember them all.. realli.. even though it may juz be a small tag.. i will be so grateful tat at least u all care fer me this fren.. realli... i realli love u all lots..!! thankz... even though sumtimes i may be unreasonable.. even times i will be so nt sensitive 2 hw u all are feeling when i say sumtings... even when times i am rude 2 u all.. even times when i began 2 be bad in my attitude... pls... i realli wish tat u all will pt it out 2 me.. i dun wanna 2 continue 2 be tat rebelious in stuffs tat i do.. i am be naggy sumtimes... but err.. this i realli oso duno hw..
aniway.. wanna apologise 2 ppl readin my blog regulary... realli sorry 2 let u all read such lengthy posts these few days.. sorry 2 let u all read this post... a post which is so crude n rude.. realli wanna 2 apologise.. sorry..thanks fer ur understanding...
*i wanna get out of this tat i am facing nw.. i wanna back wat i have lost... i wanna be de old usual cheerful 1...i wanna be de 1 tat will nt let all my frenz down...*
*can i be de 1 u call everynite b4 ur slp...*
well.. 2day suppose 2 go fer Strikeforce... n sumting stupid happen... my mum.. yesh.. she again.. cum in n start scolding... i realli cannot understand.. wat is it tat she wants.. i realli getting more n more fed up... as if i going there is play.. pls la.. is fer Chingay leh... i realli duno wat 2 say le... sumtimes hw i wish i can juz vanish into thin air.. den she will nt have so mani troubles n waste her energy scolding me... realli.. hw i wish i have the courage... n juz end it.. i realli hate it.. trying 2 fake a strong side in front of her n nt cry.. but my tears simply cant be controlled... the words that she said... realli are juz like those sharp knifes stabbing into my heart... i hate it lo.. she tink i loves 2 quarrel wid her meh? she doesnt noe that i am suffering the pain in my heart even after de quarrels that we have... i weep silently n nt let her noe.. why? coz i dun wan her 2 be worry fer me... is this an act of insensible?! but juz i realli cant stand de way she is treating me lo.. as if i am nt her child.. as if i am a jinx... oh pls.. if i am.. den why in de first place bring me 2 this world!!! yesh i cant deny tat sumtimes she is realli veri great.. but sumtimes... she juz vent all her anger on me.. when she faced problems @ her work place.. she will cum hme n whoever gets a bit rowdy will get it frm her.. ok.. this i cant blame.. but cant she be more rational!!! i realli cannot tolerate this..
haiz.. think maybe i am juz a failure in everyting that i do.. nt doing well in my major exams like PSLE, Sec2 Streaming, O lvl, Poly Sem1...
PSLE... with reference 2 my usual sch results.. getting into Jurong Secondary is nt a problem @ all.. and in the end.. i end up in Juying Secondary... my last choice... why?! coz i gt too nervous during my PSLE coz is de first time taking a major exam...... den is my Sec2 streaming.. i gt into de last class of express... without AMATH... a subject tat i realli wanna take... n yesh... i am devasted @ tat pt of time.. i cant blame ani1... tat is because i am addicted 2 net chatting.. ok.. this is my fault... den... during my sec3 yr... sumting happen... my good fren.. a fren i knew since pri 1.... sum1 whom i am always in contact wid n will meet up @ least once a wk... joining de same CO.... she committed sucide... on 24thJune2001.. i am totally lost... i cant concentrate at all in sch.. i skip sch 2 attend her funeral.. because of this... i nearly got demerit pts n have to see the principal.. this thing took me almost 1yr...to actually accept the truth tat she is gone.. forever... n i failed my english n humanities in sec 3... with de other subjects scoring A1, A2... other den my d&t... n plus.. my attitude changed totally.. becum rebellious in sch.. n this causes me unable 2 be promote to sec4... so i gt retained... in sec3.. even though i was de top scholar in class...my results are still nt veri gd... eng n humanities still fail... the worse thing is.. another attack came... gt backstabbed by fren... a fren tat i trusted n treasured so much... though is over.. but still i took a long time 2 overcum it... then... my O lvl.. though i manage 2 pass... but still.. i fail humanities... n my EMATH n AMATH n MT dropped all the way frm A1 to B3... i am realli unsatisfied with my result... nw.. in poly... sem1... scored such lousy result.. haiz... i realli.. think i am nt de piece of material 2 study...
nw... fer chinese orchestra... been learning since after PSLE.. after my fren's death... my mum strongly against me joining back... i get so sad... coz i have realli fall in love with CO... it have been so long le.. almost going 6yrs le.. been in CO fer almost 6yrs le.. n yet.. my skills... lousy... n cant even solo...!!! dun say solo... ask me play alone in de orchestra is impossible fer me.. coz my skills.. is nt there yet!!!!!!! especially after watching the Ruan performance ystrday.. i am even more sure that i am a lousy player...
den is my cca in secondary sch.. joined choir n badminton... was in sch team fer badminton.. but de standard between me n de best player... is still 1 whole big gap!!! my stamina.. is forever de worst in de team.. playing the doubles... and cant even win a lousy sch....as in choir.. i am always being changed to different parts of alto 2 help out.. n though i enjoy it.. but i cant realli learn sumtings out of it.. but still i love singing... den the worst thing is.. during the first yr of my sec 3... i have 2 give up either choir or badminton..!!!! i am totally in a lost again.. i dunwanna lose both.. in the end.. i have no choice.. but i chose badminton... but in de end.. i went MIA n becum cca-less..
all these realli concludes that i am a total failure.. in watever i do...
eXpressive: 5/10
Practical: 2/10
Physical: 4/10
Giver: 7/10
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well.. woke up 2day @ 1020... den prepare myself fer work.. den was 10mins late.. but reach there but there is nobody!haha!! den saw Jasper.. so joined him n chat... den a while later Joanna came.. den we start work le lo.. actually is Jane overslept.. coz she sick.. den took de medicine.. den becum drowsy le lo.. den think she missed her alarm lo.. den after that i work till 430 den went off le.. haha!! den reach hme.. finish my food..den a while later go bath and get ready 2 go fer Ruan Ensemble performance @ NAFA... reach bugis @ ard 720...meet Szehui n Samuel.. diaOz..haha!! i so bright there... den reach @ ard 730... but the ting start late lo.. 740 den start... overall the performance is great but... i feel so sad lo.. coz got 2 of de soloist.. both are still in secondary sch!!! 1 of them is sec2...de other 1 is sec3!!! haiz... me... nw already poly n yet my zhongruan skills is still so lousy lo..haiz... think i realli have to put in more effort le la..haiz.. den after tat went hme... with Lihua, Xiuping.. den we were talkin abt sumtings tat we realli suspect lo...haha!! =x cant say..haha!! den saw Samuel
*caN i bE thE 1 tHaT u caN caLL evEryNitE b4 uR sLp...?*
well.. 2day meet up with my dearest "sister" guoping and my cutie audrey~ haha!! well... de 2 of them think waited fer me fer almost an hour lo.. coz of sum things... i have 2 leave de hse late..haha!! den heard they went 2 blue roof n sit dwn there lo.. haha!! den after tat meet them @ Noel building lo.. den after tat we went up... den we wanted 2 prank call Chingpei they all 1... but in de end we faileD!haha!! den went in lo.. den Moon helped us call Loretta out 2 bring us in.. haha! coz they had juz changed a CS manager den quite strict lo.. dun allow other ppl in!~haha!!den after go in.. we walked ard find our supervisors...haha!! den saw a lot of new ppl... think they mostly attachment 1 lo.. but missed Yazhid's, Lena's voice... coz they quit le.. haiz.. so sad... den wanted 2 find Jess frm accounts.. but she nt there... haiz.. sian..haha!! den we waited fer Chingpei till 6+ coz at first she say she wanna go out wid us 1 lo.. den in de end... she abandon de 3 of us fer Jay Chou!!!!!!!!!!!haha!! den after tat.. de 3 of us went off first 2 go watch movie.. den @ kallang mrt.. guoping go top up ezlink.. den i saw sum1 familiar lo..haha!! n tat is my partneR!!Harrison lo..haha!!he waiting fer Zhiguan coz they going fer Jay concert oso... den tok a while wid him lo.. den after tat de 3 of us went off le lo.. den we went bugis lo.. we decided 2 watch The Shutter.. but bugis dun have.. so we decide 2 go Suntec lo.. den Shirley calleD~haha!! she @ Suntec.. so we decide 2 go meet her up.. den go watch movie..den halfway walkin 2 Suntec.. we walk into Shaw Tower... den the cinema got show The Shutter lo.. but is @ 9plus lo... den in de end we go watch Saw... den Shirley came over n meet us lo... haha!! den de movie... oh man!!! tat movie.. realli.. i tell u ar... first time i watch movie till i so stress n nearly go crazy lo.. wat sia!! but de movie...realli!!! is shioK!!! haha!! den after tat we went hme lo... den i reach hme le.. den slack...
den mum start her non-stop naggin again lo!!!!! so fed up lo.. result not gd..she nag.. n summore... dun gif encouragement n summore say serve me rite..!!! wat the!!!!!! den i go out... say i always go out... den i stay @ hme.. den say i always stay @ hme... dun wanna go work!!!!!! n so!!!!!!!!! i go work... den de money i earned... u use it all!! den fer wat i go work!!!!!! i am realli getting so fed up lo.. wat the... always will say u work so hard n i waste money like water...!!! den i work until my kneecap n back cant even be straighted lo...!!! n u juz use my bank money without telling me... or even asking me!!! hellO!!! i work fer it 1 leh!!! n de pro is... my bank account... frm a 4digit nw becum a 3digit!!! if u need it... den at least tell me ma!!! den nw wat is this!!!!!!! watever..!!! i juz cant stand de way she do things lo... as if all de things spoil or wat is my fault!!! enuf is enuf!!!! i go work... cum back tired... dun feel like toking.. den will say... u think u big ar!!! go work fer a few hours den give attitude!!!!! my work onli weekends lo!!! den wat else u wan!!! den i nv work.. den say i lazy... dun wan go work.. den say wat my younger brother so young onli oso noe how 2 work n save money!!! wat!!! always compare me with him!!! i am who i am!!! he is he lo!!!!!!!! dun compare me n other ppl majiam veri difficult fer her liydat!!!!!!!! arGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=>reunion........fed uP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<=
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well.. juz sum thoughts...
after reading yingqi's blog.. i am thinking lo...
coz tat time have thoughts of going 2 MIA after next yr concerts... and actually after wat had happen tat time for co camp... realli makes me more wanna go missing lo.. but after de meeting tat nite... and after thinking thru.. i tink i will stay lo... especially after reading yingqi's blog... was tinking.. if i wanna go MIA.. den why in de first place i join SPCO... frankly speaking.. although sum tings realli... i still cannot tolerate.. but still... i am there fer music... n nt fer de ppl lo.. during the meeting.. realli.. realise tat i have already given my heart 2 CO le lo.. ask me 2 quit a CO... is practically veri difficult fer me lo... unless de CO close dwn lo.. den i nth 2 say... but realli... de passion fer CO n music is still there.. think i will definately going 2 be in CO no matter wat lo.. but before i can realli concentrate solely on CO.. think i realli have 2 study veri hard lo.. n realli buck up fer my studies... if nt... my mum sure kill me... haha!! well..hmm... yah.. i have made sum decisions le...
1) will NV quit a CO...
2) will stay in SPCO... even when i graduate... i will still cum back!!!
3) study as HARD as possible...
4) do VERI well in studies...
haiz.. juz gt my result... not veri gd lo... haiz... so de sad.. heres an overall lo...
Character Development-B
Analytical & Physical Chemistry-C
Applied Electricity & Electronics-C
Chemical Process Technology-D
Materials in Practice-D+
Critical Reasoning Skills-D+
Semester GPA: 1.75
haiz... bad rite... so sad.. haiz.. think suan le... think i shld go Food Tech le la... such reults.. hw 2 go 2 Industrial Chem?! haiz... but how!!! Polymers... can never be my choice 1 lo.. haiz... hope tat sem 2 can be better....
These two are de plates lo.. tat i mention previously~haha!! so sweet of them rite?!!
This is the pair of slippers tat i bought frm Hongkong.... pretty woR!!!! er.. but a bit dirty le la~
These are juz sum stupid pic i took... these 2 are de sand lo..haha!!
This is de tree tat de ball got stuck in lo.. haha!! den we throw alot of things onto de tree lo...haha!!!
This my right leg lor.. at de side lo... den coz too dry le.. den crack lo.. den veri pain... haiz..
This is my eye!! haha!! duno which sidE!!haha!! see de dark ringS?!!!
ok.. finally.. i am back.. my buzy n tiring but yet fun week have past..!!! haha!!! well.... think i will start frm friday lo...haha!!!
well fer friday... is CO camp lo.. well... err... actually wanted 2 go back hme.. but last 45mins at home i decide 2 stay overnite.. so i quickly pack de bag lo.. den in de end i was late n i forget my hp charger... den i was late fer 15mins... den went there.. go makan.. den walk de trail again... den go back... onli a few ppl reach onli lo.. haiz.. den Szehui juz say a few words den start sectional practice le lo... den at nite combined practice onli lo... den at nite.... we all play cards lo.. played till 330am den go slp le... but b4 tat we all go toilet... den onli manage 2 slp @ 4am onli lo.. den all thanks 2 Weiqiang.. all of us wake up @ 8am..his voice... realli... LOUD!!!!!!!! den after tat start sectional pract again... den after tat combined pract... den play games... den tat Hairyworm gd la!! bully me.. make me hold de stuffs..den make me run ard... wat thE... is this de way hw u shld treat ur games helper.... den after games.. i played a while badminton den after tat go hme!!!!!! take de stuffs tat i had forgot 2 bring... den oso bring my dirty clothes hme n take clean 1..~ coz i 4get 2 take extra clothing fer my clz chalet which is straight after my camp... den went back sch... den no much ppl bbqing leh... onli chicken wings... n hotdogs... i dun eat chicken wings 1 lo... den a lot hotdogs left...so i have 2 finish all de hotdogs... n i ate nth but hotdogS!!!!!!!!!haha!!! den actually wanted go fer nite trail.. but in de end those ppl who noe de track is more den those who duno lo.. coz de yr 3s dunwanna play... den in de end we decide nt 2 play lo.. den after tat start clearin de bbq thingy... den later a few of us sit dwn there toking... den suddenly Liwah cry lo.. haiz.. coz of de ppl dun wanna participate in de camp thingy lo.. haiz.. suan le lo.. watever it is.. den after tat the seniors they have their talk 2 settle all de conflicts they have... den i tink they all get veri agitated lo.. den all came back 2 co room.. den they decide 2 have a Tuan Yuan Da Hui... den all can tok freely... can tok everyting they nt veri happy wid de CO but juz no attackin 2 particlar person lo.. den everyting is so serious.. but in de middle there is still sum laughters la.. to ease de tension btw all de ppl there lo.. den a few of them cried... coz all is realli tahan all de buay song fer veri long 1 already lo.. den all juz burst out.. haiz.. i nearly cried oso... but i fought back my tears... especially de moment when Yinzhi n Chuncheng is toking abt their conflict... my tears are already getting ready 2 gush out 1 lo... coz old memories began 2 flash back lo... even tough my conflict already solved... but still there is a regret... coz i cant shake hand with her n realli clear up de thing in a proper way lo... den i cannot suddenly cry out of no where ma~haha!! later they thought wat happen? haha!! i suddenly becum so emotional haha... okok.. den everyting went on lo.. de thing starts all de way frm 130am to 5am!!!!!!!! n we dun dare go toilet lo.. den Szehui nearly fall aslp.. den in de end she cannot tahan den she slp behind.. diaOz... haha!! den i sms Evelyn... den she was laughing oso lo.. den halfway.. saw Harrison oso slpin le lo..whahaha!! den after de thing... they went 2 bath... den i nv realli bath.. i juz took a quick shower lo.. coz i bath when i gt home le~hahaa!!! @ 5am lo!!!!!!!!!! can u believe it?!haha!! den we practice a while den go slp @ 615am lo... den next day i onli wake up @ 1130 lo..haha!!! den go clean up... den i go take a bath den get ready fer tan po yue practice le lo den after tat we cleared up den start de break camp... den drink finish de 3 bottle sparkling juice.. den i went hme lo.. before i go fer strikeforce n chalet... den after tat.. have strikeforce... so tiring.. practicin fer Chingay lo... den after tat i quickly rush 2 chalet.. den de stupidest thing i have done is i took de train den read magazine n i missed de station!!! i onli realise when de door is closing @ Tiong Bahru!!!!!! haha!!! so bo bian.. go redhill den take de train 2 Outram again.. den go HarbourFront.. n in de end i miss de last bus to sentosa.. n so.. i have 2 take cab... den in de end.... de cab uncle duno de chalet @ where.. den drive me ard sentosa lo.. den i told him stop there... den he dunwan!!!!!!!!!! n he go 1 big rd lo!!!!!!! waste my money.. haiz.. suan le.. den reach there.. so tiring lo.. den i saw de wings they left fer me lo.. so touched.. den Hanee n Huiru still wrote sum stuffs on de paper plate lo.. so touchEd... think i will post de picture oso.. den after tat we play cards... den i started 2 wanted 2 slp le... den i juz anihw slp.. den in de end Jiewei complain..haha!! dun let me slp @ his bed lo!! wat ur beD..!! den say wat he oso wanna slp le..! diaOz.. den in de end he ask me slp @ Goh's bed lo.. which is beside his... den i slp... den Goh cum chased me away..!! diaOz.. den i bo bian lo.. haiz.. den in de end i nv slp... Goh slepT!!!!!!!!! haiyo... den we all juz tok la.. den i gt a shock lo.. saw Jiewei's eye inverted when he laid on de bed.. so scary... soB..haha!! den me Yuxing n Jiewei start toking abt scary story.. den Angie, Felisia, Huijie start 2 shout lo.. coz they scared lo.. haiz.. so noisy lo in de end...haiz.. den we stopped..den we tok abt other stuffs.... den halfway Angie fell aslp... den until 4am... Jiewei starts 2 say he wanna slp le.. den in de end all of us slept @ ard 5am... den Angie de best... wake up le... den start calling every1 2 wake up!!!!!!!!! diaOz.. n i duncare..haha! coz i simply too tired... den in the end i stayed in my bed till 1030 den wake up lo..haha!! they started calling me since 930am!! haha den after tt Singh broke 1 of de glass panel lo..haha!! coz he threw de volley ball too hard... den in de end duno where he found another panel den replaced tat.. den we swept away de glass... den Yuxing break a cup lo.. den we act nth happen piece it 2gter den put back cupboard!haha! den after tat go Palawan play.. den Singh threw de ball n gt it stuck on de coconut tree lo..!!!den in de end all of us start 2 look @ de tree.. do everyting 2 get de ball dwn.. den we nearly killed de trees lo..haha!!! but still cant get it dwn... den after tat go makan lo.. den went hme.. den Yuxing went 2 take bus 30.. den de rest of us took train lo.. in de end... Jiewei n Singh n Huijie gt into de train den left me Felisia n Angie outside lo... haiz.. den we waited fer next train.. den Huijie went off first coz is a straight train home fer her.. den de 2 guys waited fer us @ outram lo.. den Angie took train 2 Dohby Ghoat den change train lo.. den Felisia went 2 sch find Dawn they all.. den de 3 of us went hme lo.. den when i reach hme.. i realli feel like slpin le lo.. haha!! but in de end... haha!! cum n blog... sorry fer such a long entry.... haha!! this post took 1 hour 2 finish sia!!!haha!!!
well.. few days nv update le...
TUESDAY
went 2 sch.. late.. took cab.. haiz..waste money.... shld slowly go there.. coz in de end we run away.. nv go de forum thingy..haha!! coz we too tired le.. den in de end go FC 3 eat...den tok lo.. den after tat went 2 co room... repair my zhongruan.. den practice fer ard near 2 hrs? den after tat go in see see their music concert mtg.. den after tat co camp mtg... haiz.. den do de gifts fer ppl.. den play drum.. den after tat went hme first with Peile coz i veri tired le.. n my kneecap starts 2 torture me lo.. den went hme.. rot?haha!
WEDNESDAY & THURSDAY
wake up.. online.. chat.. haha! den saw Layleng.. actually decided 2 watch The Shutter lo.. but in de end... we decide go play pool..den Harrison came online.. den he wanna go wid us.. diaOz.. den i extra..haha!! den go cineleisure play le den go sumwhere near specialist centre play arcade..haha! coz me n Layleng wanna play Datona!!waahahha!! den a lot of funny tings happen lo.. cannot find de door, counter... play beginner oso cannot complete 20rds... den play Datona2... slow like snail..haha!! den go meet ah pok... den walk 2 coasta sand... reach there... den realise we are de latest SPCO ppl..other den de teachers n ms anna... den we play... eat... tok... den watch The Champion ending... kind of disappointed coz too short.. but happen coz he chose jingwen...haha!! oh man!!! qi yu wu is so shuai lo... ok..den rot ard... den play a while play station n cards.. den tok with Layleng, Shimin, ChunCheng, ShuYang... den Feiyou, Teckseng, Yinzhi came over ask us go bowling... den went there... it is CLOSED!!!! den we decided 2 go beach coz they say can see shooting stars tat nite... den went back chalet meet Weiling they all den walk over... den we all went 2 this place... all lay on de floor n enjoy de stars.. den i kind of "pei fu" Feiyou coz he veri pro in de stars!!! den we tok rubbish lo.. den suddenly.. 1 veri nice shooting star pass by lo.. oh my god!! it is so pretty... n de feeling seeing it is so nice lo.. oh man!!! so swEet!haha!! n it is veri big lo.. it is kind of moving in a veri slow speed lo.. so every1 of us saw it.. den after tat we cheered lo.. den a few of us quickly make our wish!! haha!! den we lay dwn n waited fer others... den in de end i cant see de rest... Feiyou saw 6 lo... so pro.. haiz.. haha!! den i onli get 2 see 2.... haiyo.. den after tat they start play rocket.. den a lot of smoke.. den after tat sit dwn there tok lo.. gt me, Weiling, Lihua, Shuhui, Liying, Ngeejin n Harrison lo.. den Shuhui halfway feel sick..den Jonathan came n send her back 2 chalet lo.. den de rest of us continue chatting.. den left @ ard 530am... went back 2 chalet.. den sit ard... den left @ ard 6am to go 2 catch de first train hme.. den reach hme @ ard 730am... slack a while.. den fell asleep @ ard 8am... den wake up onli @ 230pm den went dwn 2 IMM meet Szehui, Weiling, Lihua, Samuel help them bring de food fer camp bbq 2 Peile hse.. den went 2 buy other tings again lo... den went back hme.. went 2 cell grp... den went hme... rot... decided nt 2 stay overnite tml fer camp... decide 2 go hme n slp lo.. den saturday can have more energy lo... ok.. think nw gtg slp le lo.. haha!! tired le!!haha!!!
well... ok.. never update fer a few days le.. ok.. nth much happen la..
for saturday... wake up quite late lo..den go indoor stadium fer service... den went hme... took cab.. coz no more train.. den so tired lo.. den reach hme.. on computer.. but duno why cannot connect internet.. duno wat happen.. think my cousin evening came and config sumting le den neber change back...
den sunday... morning meet Danny 730am... den took cab lo.. 2 go fetch Leo n Candice... den we go Singapore Indoor Stadium again... fer service... den so sleepy lo.. haiz... den after service we took fotos.. den i was suppose 2 go Esplanade 2 watch a CO concert lo.. but in de end never go.. den stay back n played lo.... den played de crazy surf... we queued fer 3hours!!! juz fer a less than 5 mins ride!!! haha!! den after tat go play de station games... n de thing is... ppl play 2 win de good stuffs.. i play 2 win fer de eraser!!Wahahhaa!! okok.. den after tat we waited fer Taifong.. den went 2 suntec... den me n meifong.. went hme first... coz i veri veri veri tired le... haiz.. den i immediately fell asleep when i gt into de train... reached hme @ ard 9pm..den on com.. play n play.. till 1230 den i realli cannot tahan le..den i go slp..
den i wake up @ 2pm.. den my parents they all go 2 Expo le.. den i alone at hme..veri sian.. den i tok online with Harrison.. den until 330.. i feel veri tired again.. den i slp again... den my Mum called twice.. n i was slping..haha!! den i onli wake up @ 7pm... haiz.. realli feel like a pig lo.. nw.. feeling sleepy again.. feel like slping again..whahahaha!!
hmmm.. think fer tml will be my last day updating my blog fer this wk... will be going fer Ah heng's chalet on Wednesday till Thursday... den got CO camp frm Friday till Sunday... den after camp need 2 rush dwn 2 PA site @ kallang fer strikeforce practice.. den after tat go sentosa fer my class chalet.. haiz.. i am tireD!! haha!! so sian..haha!!
yesh!! i am back frm HK! haha.. okok.. gt miss me? whahahaha!!! okok... well think i will juz list dwn wat i did in hk lor..ahha!!!
reach there ard 11+...den go 2 hotel.. den we after tat go restaraunt makan.. den after tat go see them practice.. everyting onli ends @ ard 4+... den we go practice.. den sumting nt veri pleasant happen... well.. coz we loosen out strings fer zhongruan n liuqin.. den sum was snapped lo... so we have 2 change de string totally... so i went find Kaixian fer de toolbox.. den he say mus ask Steven.. den i go ask him.. den de answer he gave me nearly make me shout at him... he say," oh.. i nv bring" i was like huh!! u nv bring... so i reply him.. why nv bring... n he answered," no 1 ask me 2 bring why muz i bring..." den i juz reply him straight into his shitty face," kaoz... u cum practice u dun bring toolbox.. den fer wat u bring it 2 HK..." i was totally pissed off by his freaking idiotic behaviour lo.. den forget it.. this means..i cant practice at all!!! wat de!!! we were so pissed off lo.. first time see such a Instrument I/C... watever... den in de end we have 2 borrow frm HKPUSUCO... den practice lo.. den went 2 have dinner @ a restaraunt fer dinner again.. den went back practice.. haiz.. practice Mandala.. n i break a string again!!! haiz.. of all de songs... Mandala is de most scary song fer me... i play this song... i broke 2 times de string..1 time de pick... haiz.. so cham... haiz.. den after pract went back hotel rest...
den wake up veri early... den went 2 HKPU again fer practice.. den after tat go makan.. den after tat go 2 Sha Tim Town Hall fer rehearsal.. den everyting goes on smoothly lo.. den we sit ard... all so tired lo.. den after performance went back hotel... den rest again.. i cant realli slp lo.. de tune of DongLie is haunting me... haiz... haha!!... n oso.. when playing Mandala... nth went wrong!!haha!!
den third day.. we went 2 have half day tour lo.. den went ocean theme park in de afternoon.!! i am so excited lo..!!! yeah!!! haha!! den i tried all de rides lo.. other than de Ferris Wheel n Roller Coaster... fer Ferris Wheel coz too sian.. Roller Coaster coz.. cannot play coz under maintainance... so in de end played Merry Go Round tat is flying in de sky 1...den played Pirate Ship.. den tried Free Fall.. oh man!! it is so exciting... haha!! i was so scared lo.. haha!!! first time playing these kind of things tat makes me freak out.. haha!! n i shouted lo.. i realli shouted.. .nt because fer fun.. but i realli shouted!!haha!! n i shouted" Layleng... i hate u!!!" hahaha!! coz she give me permission 2 shout tat coz she neber play tat wid me.!!haha!! den when i came dwn... she say i shouted till veri loud!!wahhahaha!! okok.. den after tt played Eagles.. it is sumting like singapore's Octobus lo.. but nt as scary..haha!! den after tat watch de dolphin n sealion show.. den after tat went back.. makan... den we go 2 de Xin Guang Da Dao... den me n LiHua made a candle hand.. my hand is so big lo..haha!! 1 size bigger den her's... den de sad ting is Samuel poke a hole in my hand.. den i so sad lo.. haha!! den after tat go Lady's street... dun realli have time 2 shop.. den i juz bought a bag... den go back hotel.. rest n slack lo...
den in de morning we went 2 see HKCO practice.. it is kind of bo liao lo.. so sian..haiyo... den after tat we have free time.. so we go 2 de Teddy Bear place... shop ard.. den i feel sick... haiz.. coz of de food i tink.. everytime after de meal... i will gt stomach flu.. haiz.. den veri bloated... n will feel hungry...haiz.. den was realli nt feeling veri well.. so in de end sit dwn alone... coz chest pain again... haiz.. den after a while.. gets better liao den go back find them lo.. den after a while... was sitting there.. den we joking with Layleng.. saying hey!! i wan this..!! buy fer me leh!!haha!! den she realli bought fer us lo.. den me n Weiling guilty.. so go n buy a bear fer her oso lo... den after tat we go walk ard... walk pass espirit den i bought a pair of slipper n a tshirt fer my brother.. den after tat took MTR 2 Temple street n walk.. den took cab back 2 hotel.. den eat cup noodles den go Lady's street again.. brought a wallet n 2 shirt fer my mum n cousin.. den bought a lighter fer my dad... bought a Naruto Poster fer my brother...den neber realli shop summore coz veri tired le.. den after tat went back hotel n slack lo.. den we play till 5am den slp...
den wake up early again 2 prepare go 2 airport le lo.. den took plane.. everyting... den reach spore onli at ard 430 liydat.. den took cab with Zhiming back home.. den slept frm 8pm-1230noon de next day lo!!!hahaha!!
ok.. went 2 sch earli in de morning fer CO music camp meeting.. i was late.. reach onli @ 1015...haha!! den after tat go eat.. den go back CO room roT... den practice.. haiz.. so tiring lo. fingers so pain.. yao duan le.. haiz.. den practice till DONGLIE... den de Samuel went out.. diaoz.. coz he dun wanna play.. den pangseh me n Peile.. den i be a gd gal.. stay behind n play lo.. den when abt 2 start.. my mummi call..haha!! den i have 2 go outside n ans call.. haha.. den all look at me.. n say " hey.. why u oso nt playing.." wahahha!! okok.. so i bo bian.. after ans call.. den i go back.. diaOz.. they all waiting fer me... so paiseh.. den i dun even realli noe hw 2 play lo.. in front.. 2 bars.. look @ Peile's fingering.. den after tat.. behind.. juz anihw hantam..whaha... haiz.. den after tat... practice n practice.. non stop.. haiz.. so tiring.. den finish @ ard 5.. den start 2 do preparation fer de instruments... den took de SPCO shirt n windbreaker..den waited fer a while le den go off... den went JP buy stuffs.. den eat.. den onli reach hme by 820..den start packing.. finish onli by ard 10 lo.. den i practice a while my DONGLIE... realli.. still Cannot make it.. haiz.. i veri sad le la.. but at least better den juz nw.. haiz.. den nw... already 11... tink i better catch some slp.. before i cannot take it tml.. haiz.. gt 2am wake up later @ 2 lo.. diaOz.. 2 prepare le.. coz going off at ard 3+... whOo.. so tirinG... been burning midnite oils fer de past 2 wks.. slept onli after 3am almost every single day.. haiz.. so tireD...wahhaha!! kk!! nite..!! hey ppl!! dun mix me too much woR!!haha!!!nw is already 11.05pm le!!haha!!
*ReaChiNg HonGKonG iN 12 houRs tiMe!!! yeAh!!!*
yesh!! finally all my paper finish le!! yeah!! my happiest day had cum!!wahhaha! so happy.. think siao soon le..haha!!!ani1 here free send me 2 IMH!!!wahhahaa!! aniway.. ya.. finish my papers le... veri happy..whOo!! haha!! den after paper.. went makan lo.. @ fc3.. den after tat go CO room.. discuss camp tingy. a while onli..wahaha!! den rot there.. start practice my Zhongruan... den after tat i go play YangQin...haha!! nth better 2 do..whahaha!! den after tat we go makan again...whahaha!! i neber eat la.. see LayLeng, PeiLe & Harrison eat.. haha.. den tok rubbish.. den we go back CO room rot again..haha!! den PeiLe went 2 meet her KY den left de 3 of us.. suppose 2 meet Chunyi.. haiz.. den keep calling her... den she nv answer.. sms oso no reply... haiz.. den thought she duno fly where.. den i went bugis with LayLeng n Harrison @ 250 lo... den she onli reply me @ 4+ lo..haiz.. den i already walking ard @ Bugis le.. by de time i back 2 JP... 5 le.. haiz.. so in de end i pangseh her.. haiz.. cham la.. tink she angry le.. haiz.. Sorry la.. =x aniway.. felt so fustracted lo.. wanna buy black formal button up top fer my HK trip.. but in de end.. we 3 walk ard like mad ppl oso cannot find 1.. where de heck all de black shirt go 2... haiz.. den no choice.. have 2 borrow..haha!! frm Taifong..wahhaha!! thanks man!! haha!! den in de end we juz walk ard..haha... den after tat Szehui call lo.. tat funny gal.. did another funny ting again..haha!! wanna go CO room pract... den no key..haha!! den she stand outside CO room..diaOz..haha!! haiyo.. den we gt nth 2 do.. so go back sch lo.. reach sch @ 6... den we practice... den i left @7... haiyo.. n i wanna mention..
HARRISON LING!!! my surname is CHEW!!! not PING!!! haiz.. Szehui.. haiz... thanks ar.. giving me a new surname..haha!! haiyo.. n oso.. HAIRYWORM..!! haiyo.. haha.. bth u.. keep wearing my jacket..haiyo.. haha!! watever.. haiyo.. sian 1/2 always kana suan by u this worm... nvm.. u watch out during camp!!haha!! ok.. watever..den went fer cg.. den saw de stuff my dearest XiuLi wans me 2 bring 2 HK fer her fren.... i nearly faint.. wat sia..!!! ask me bring maggi mee over.. haha!! bth...haha!! watever.. den after tt we go JP mac eat lo.. den went home..haha!! den start packin my laggage... den online blog lo.. haha!! i already blog fer 30 mins!!haha!! kk.. gtg le!! tml meeting @ 10am.. haiz.. so early..
*countdown 2 HongKong:- 1more day... i will reach!!!*yePpiE!!!*
juz feel like blogging... well it is quite late now.. yah.. haiz.. veri tired.. have an exam tml morning.. realli hope 2 do well though i never realli study deep fer de last 2 chap.. coz i miss de lesson fer de 2nd last chap.. n i dun understand de last chap... well... but still realli hope 2 do well.. aniway... realli veri hectic week fer me is cumin le.. although i will be going 2 HK this sunday.. n my exam is going 2 end tml.. but i will be even more busy after my papers... haiz..tat's funny ya? haha!! aniway.. tml after paper got 2 meet Harrison 2 discuss games.. will realli hope tat de games can realli work.. realli hope tat SPCO ppl will be participating in de games.. so.. ani SPCO peePx looking.. pls.. i realli hope tat u all will pls... play de games k? if realli it doesnt goes well... haiz.. i oso duno wat to do.. haha.. fer my characteristic... think gotta give them orr bin(as black as bao gong) or i might even lecture them? whOo!! okok.. no la.. haha!! juz kidding... buden still both of us definately will be veri sad cuming up with games fer them n they nt playing ya? so.. realli hope tat SPCO ppl can realli give face n play k??well.. juz nw Szehui called.. haha.. she is mad.. tok so loud lo.. haiyo.. my eardrum wanna spoil le la!! haha!! aniway.. was toking abt de black shirt..haiz.. both of us haben buy yet lo... thinking 2 buy it tml... no matter wat.. i muz buy it by tml...hahaha!! if nt i will die man!!haha!! den she say she wanna go.. okay... haha... so after tat chat online fer a while.. den tat Szehui funny woman.. haiyo.. heard frm Weiling tat they meeting 5pm tml lo.. haiyo.. den hw are u going JP with us? haha!! u funny woman.. okok.. watever.. den was chatting online.. ya... chatting with Chunyi, Weiling, Harrison den veri sian.. wanted 2 play game.. den go fine Eileen.. but duno why de toopid msn dun let me play..haiz.. so i go back 2 my bks... den after tat sian again.. find Weiling n AhHeng play wid me... den de choU AhHeng dunwanna play wid me..haiz.. den i play wid Weiling fer a while..den i go back study again... haha!! actually...veri happy la.. coz can realli go out tml n relax... no worries on exam n stuff.. yes!! by tml 1110am!!! i will be frEe!! haha!! lalalalala!! ok... but it oso means my hectic wk is starting le..haha!! watever... no stress.. nvm!! haha.. ok.. nw is already 2.25am.. blog fer 20mins le..wahahaha... haiz.. watever la.. i realli hope 2 move on in life although sum tings are keep botherin me.. haiz.. watever..!!! Lets move on... i wanna go 2 another chapter of my life.. i wanna start anew!yeah!! jiayou!...
[[[-**-dUn LeT uR faiLurE oR huRts stOp u oR diStraCt u... aLwaYs LivE uR LiFe wiTh a sMiLe dEn haVinG iT sO miSeRaBLe...!!-**-]]]
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okiE... sorry.. i am crapping... gt nth better 2 do..ahha!! okok.. go slp nw le.. now is already 2.35am..!! whOo!!haha!! okok...
*countdown 2 HongKong:- 2more days... i will reach!!!*yePpiE!!!*
wHoo!!! my laPtoP iS oKaY Le!!! yeah!!!
haiz... was tinking to blog ystrday nite.. but out of sudden my laptop hang... den restart... worst ting is... suddenly duno why an error msg cum out... den my whole window... GONE!!!! arGh!!! veri sad lo... my laptop... liydat.. gonE!!!! haiz.. den now bo bian.. have 2 blog using my brother's com... haiz... so sad... cannot listen 2 all my songs in my laptop... n the worst thing is my revision ws for tml's test... is in de LAPTOP!!!! arGH!!! cham la.. haiz.. think later go fren's hse n print lo..haiz... i am veri veri sad liao la... haiz.. stupid laptop... haiz.. thinking of this... haiz.. makes me sian 1/2.. haiz..
okok.. fer ystrday... went 2 sch play lo.. haiz.. haha.. we are kind of mad ya? haha!!exam still play.. well YuXing, Angie, Felisia, Huijie they meet @ 11am... den i went @ 130pm.. coz i veri tired.. slept onli @ 6am lo.. haiz.. den wake up @ 11am... 5hours of sleep.. which causes my stamina drop frm bad to worse... climbing stairs fer me is so tiring.. haiz.. sad case... den i reach sch @ onli ard 150pm.. den suppose 2 meet Yuanrong @ Dover 1.30pm.. but i was late... haha.. den de good thing is.. he is oso LATE!! haha... he is 10mins later den me..haha!! 1st time..haha!! ok..watever... den we go play lo.. he a bit ke lian.. sit dwn there...haha.. den when abt 2 play... it RAIN!!! aha!! haiyo.. den i go play squash.. den he go play bball himself in de rain... -___-"~ haiyo..uncle..already sick.. still play in de rain.. haiyo.. *hey..sorry....pangseh u....* den play n play till ard 4pm den i go bath.. den cum back... den we all left @5pm lo.. den was going 2 SALC to print out de revisions... but it was closed.. so in the end we all go home lo... den after tat reach hme... nth 2 do.. so study n study lo.. haiz.. so tiring.. n i realise i forget a lot of my work liao.. haiz.. think i later better go study hard hard le~~haiz.. ok lah.. think i gtg liao.. watch finish de recorded The Champion den go eat le... den go study hard hard n bury myself in de books liao.. k!! aniway... dun tink i can blog from tml onwards le... coz gonna start preparing fer my HK trip le!!! haha!! yeah!!! HK!!! herE i coME!!!!
*countdown 2 HongKong:- 3more days... i will reach!!!*yePpiE!!!*
=>a veri veri veri veri veri veri sad day....<=
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A police officer had a beautiful daughter, who fell in love with a boy who was an ordinary poor person. When the gal's father came to know about their love, he did not like it at all, and so began to protest about it. Now it happened that the two lovers left their homes for a happy future. The gal's father started searching for the two lovers but could not find them. At last, he accepted their love and asked them in a newspaper to come back. Her father said that if u both come back, i will marry u wit the guy u luv, i accept that u loved each other truly. So in this way their love won and the age old attitude of the tribe took a beating. The couple went to the city for shopping for the wedding. He was wearing a white traditional dress, and was crossing the road when a car came and hit him and he died on the spot. The girl lost her senses. After a long time she recovered and accepted that her love has died. One night she was sleeping in her home with her family. Her mother had a dream in which she saw a fairy. That fairy asked her mother to wash the blood spots of the guy from her daughter's clothes as soon as possible. But her mother ignored the dream. Next night the father saw the same dream, he also ignored it. Then when the girl had the same dream the next night,she woke up and told her mother about the dream. Her mother asked her to wash the clothes on which there were blood spots. She washed the spots but some remained. Next night she again had the same dream she again washed the spots but some still remained. Next night she again had the same dream and this time that fairy gave her last warning to wash the blood spots, else something terrible will happen. This time the girl tried her best to wash the spots, the clothes tore, but some spots still remained. In the evening on same day when she was alone, someone knocked the door, when she opened the door she saw the fairy at the door. She got very scared and fainted. The fairy woke her up..., and gave her an object, That awe-struck girl asked "what is this..? to which the fairy replied......
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"Try using new UIC detergent soap............sure will get rid off even hard to clean stains"
Dear Diary,
They told me that I was the ugliest thing they'd ever
seen, and i started to cry.
I went home and Jake called me.
I thought the day would get better.
But he told me that long distance relationships dont work out.
He lived in California, and I moved to Michigan.
Then I told him I loved him and that I missed him.
He told me that the only reason he ever went out with me was because
I was a joke, and he was dared to.
Then he dumped me.
We were going out for two and a half years!
November 9,1999
Today got a little better.
I miss jake so much you dont even know diary!!!!
But he even changed his number so I wouldn't call him.
But the most hottest guy at school asked me to the dance!
And those prissy girls that said im ugly let me hang out with them
at lunch today.
It was cool!!
November 10,1999
I'm crying right now... turns out that hot guy was a jerk at the
dance he
poured his punch on me, and those girls ripped my dress and everyone
started
laughing.
Then my grandma told me today that mom and dad got in a little car
accident
today at work.
They're in critical condition, they might die.
I can't write anymore.
November 11, 1999
Todays a saturday... but me and grandma were at the hospital all
night long.
Dad died this morning.
Mom is going to live, but she's crippled for her life.
I wanna die too. while we were at the hospital grandma found out
that she had
cancer in her stomach.
She has to go on chemo-therapy.
I cant believe daddy died.
I'm crying more then I have my whole life.
I'm in shock.
I cant write...I'm too tired.
I need sleep.
November 12
Daddy is not dead!
He can't be!
Its all a dream.
My life is perfect.
Jake still loves me.
I can barely write.
I'm crying too much.
I wanna die.
Take me.
Bye...
One day later, Lisa was found dead in her basement.
She had hung herself with a yellow rope.
This email is written by Lisa's mother, Maranda Gonzalez.
The reason she wrote this e-mail to all of you, is because no one else deserves
what her daughter had.
Please remember that everyone needs love.
Everyone needs a hug everyday.
No one should be made fun of, or insulted.
No one deserves to die like Lisa did.
All of you please dont be the popular prissy girls that put other people down to make themselves feel better!
Please dont be the awful posessed date for the dance that makes people cry.
Now please do her the honor of sending this to as many people as you can think of.
So that way everyone will know not to be a jerk.
ok.. i am here 2 blog.. think i gotta blog more frequent liao.. if nt.. de blog will be so sian..haha!!! aniway.. 2day.. went 2 play pool lo.. haiz.. suppose 2 meet Yuanrong n YuXing @ 1pm.. n goSh!!! i onli wake up @ 1240pm?!haha!! haiz.. den liydat lo.. den in de end.. i was late fer 2hours 10mins..wahahahha!! den kana suan by de 2 of them.. haiz..!!! cannot blame me la!!! slp leh!! haha!! my fave hobby.. cannot liydat 1 ma..haha!!... den u 2 oso.. neber gib me morning call!!haha!!! =x haiyo... haiz.. den go play pool @ JE lo... well.. first is me n Yuxing.. den Yuxing n Yuanrong... den me n Yuanrong.. wahhah!! we play fer ard 2hours.. in a fixed routine lo..haha!! den play.. haha!.. i am de big loser.. i lose every game.. duno why.. maybe juz kind of distructed... haiz.. ok.. i dun wanna touch on de part why am i distructed.... den after tat.. go pay lo.. den is $7.50... den Yuanrong be a kind person.. haha!! he treat us..~haha!! diaOz.. thanks ar...aniway.. after tat.. was planning 2 watch movie.. but cant decide wat movie 2 watch.. coz i wanna watch Oujia Board but JE dun hab... so we decide 2 go eat... coz me n Yuxing hungry... so eat LJS... den nt much tok... den after saw Dawn.. den she say she go meet Felisia...haha!! den was so shock tat Felisia oso @ JE lo..!! haha!! den went 2 find her.. .den Yuanrong go find his frens 2 study lo... den we chat n chat fer while.. den go library find book read oso.. den after tat... Dawn n Felisia go watch movie.. den me n YuXing walk ard lo.. den after tat go home.... den here i am sitting 2 blog lo.haha!! haiz.. realli sian.. duno whether shld i go sch play tml.. kind of sian lo.. coz i feel like buryin myself in de books tml... hmm... will see hw... most probably will go.. play till 3...den go bath.. den go study like a siao kia lo.. haha!! aniway... i think shld be all lo.. haiz...
yah.. my kneecap is getting frm bad 2 worse.. i realli duno wat 2 do.. i am scared of de outcome de doctor will say.. n this is 1 of de main reason why i dun wish 2 go see a doctor... i realli duno wat 2 do.. de pain sumtimes is so pain tat i cant walk.. i simply cant accept de truth if de doctor is going 2 say tat i have 2 stop all my sports tat i am playing or i have 2 go fer treatment... i dunwan... haiz.. i realli duno wat 2 say... haiz... ok.. think will end here.. maybe tml cum blog again...
*countdown 2 HongKong:- 5more days... i will reach!!!*yePpiE!!!*
If you see me walking the road with someone else, It's not because I like his accompany... Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me. If you hear me talking about him all the time Its not because he pleases me Its because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat If you feel me falling with someone new Its not because I love him.. But because you're not there to catch me fall If you feel lost, I too am nowhere I too don't know where the road is going Are we gonna cross each other's path Or just completely turn around?.. Will we just let go of what we had Or go to the place where love is bound Don't let me walk with him, It's you I want to walk with.. Don't let me talk of him, it's you I want to talk with.. Don't let me fall for him, It's you I want to fall in love with.. "HOW DID THE GUY REPLY?" When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walk beside you I was behind you every step of the way Still filled with awe because of the beauty that stand before me When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat I didn't want to assume anything And I was afraid to lose our friendship When you thought I wasn't there to catch you, It was because you never gave me the chance You never reached the bottom, you've already grabbed a branch If you feel like you are nowhere, I too am lost I too don't know where the road is going Are we just going to turn around, Or are we gonna cross each other's path? Will we just let go of what we had Or go to the place where love is bound? Don't let me walk alone I want to walk by your side Don't let me talk of something else It's you I want to talk with Don't let me fall for someone else It's you I want to fall in love with. WHEN I SAW YOU... I WAS AFRAID TO TALK TO YOU... WHEN I TALKED TO YOU... I WAS AFRAID TO HOLD YOU... WHEN I HOLD YOU... I WAS AFRAID TO LOVE YOU... NOW THAT I LOVE YOU ... I'M AFRAID TO LOSE YOU... SOMETIMES LOVE HURTS... BUT IF IT DOESN'T HURT... THEN IT ISN'T LOVE...
aiyah.. juz wanna blog.. duno why..whahahaha!! but i duno wat 2 blog.. diaOz.. de urge of blogging.. ok.. maybe coz i a bit siao siao 2day liao!!haha!! aniway.. ok.. think i will jot down wat happen 2day lo..
well.. 2day suppose 2 wake up @ 930 study my MIP... budden i fell back asleep...haiz.. den onli shocked n wake up @ 1030..haiz.. realli hopeless.. haiz.. frankly speaking i am veri scared...haiz.. 1st time i feel so afraid 2 step into n out of de room... haiz... 1st time i am nervous of exam.. think mainly because i nv realli study well fer it.. secondly.. i am veri distracted.. by duno wat..haiz.. duno.. think nt enuf slp.. den veri excited.. coz this Sunday i am flying!!! flying 2 HONGKONG!!! yeaH!! haha!! with SPCO... 1 of my fave gang of ppl!!haha!!! well.. den ok.. de paper.. frankly speaking.. de paper is actually easy if i gt study.. but de problem is i nv realli go into detail... it have been so long since i memorise sumting...haiz... so sad.. den no mood at all... can pass i veri happy liao.. i dun ask fer more...haiz.. den well 2day is Jialin, Fongee, Samuel bday.. so once again.. wanna wish them a veri happy bday... n oso.. ystrday.. it was Bowei...!! haha!! hope u all enjoy ur special day la.~ den fer Jialin.. we kind of celebrate fer her lo..~ Felisia bought a small cake n sunflower fer her.. well.. of coz..using class funD..haha!! hey!! class fund is veri unhealthy liao la!! not much money liao!!haha!! muz learn 2 save..!! haha!! diaOz..haha!! den we have a small cake fight la... smudge bits of cakes on Jialin..haha!! den after tat accompany her go toilet clean up de mess... den after tat she go meet her bf.. den i went off too.. den halfway.. saw Xueyun!!haha!! so exciteD!!! haha!! den accompany her go Mac.. den she blessed me with a meal too.. thanks SisTer!!haha!! den after tat.. we walk de long way back 2 Dover Mrt Station... coz rainin lo..haha!! den de way is so long lo..haiz.. den after tat i went off first as she is meeting her fren...whoO... den i go home lo.. den reach hme... saw my room!! so neaT!haha!! coz it is too messy.. den my mum cannot take it.. den help me pack..hahaha!! so nice!!haha!! den now finally my laptop have a proper table 2 "sit" liao!haha!!! den nw.. sian lo.. nth 2 do.. haiz... thinking of going out tml.. watch movie & play pool...haiz.. but.. duno leh.. will see hw first lo..!!
*countdown 2 HongKong:- 6more days... i will reach!!!*yePpiE!!!*
+---~*i pRomiSe u tHaT u wiLL neBeR bE rePLacEd....*~---+
weLL... this is a story tat i came across... quite touching lo....
http://www.citycyber.com/mayyen/true_story.htm
this is another 1.. quite long.. veri sad.....
http://www.angelfire.com/ny3/aznxicy/story.html
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